1st draft: Past and Present... Future?

This is my first time using this blog. It is not so user-friendly though. (@_~) Well, I am not blaming the technology because it is there, developing. I hope that this blog will have some improvement from time to time. The person who created it can make it more user-friendly. I personally thank them for giving us the opportunity to share experiences and exchange opinions.

We had just celebrated Eid Fitri and I believe that everyone is still celebrating. It is the day for Muslim to celebrate after fasting for a month. It is our winning day. Once, it hits my mind on what I have achieved in these past 23 years. Yes, I know that it is not that long compared to my mother and father, but it helps me to plan for the future.

Previously, since my childhood till now, a woman I am, I have been through part and parcel of life. As everyone else, there are sweet experiences and not to forget the bitter ones which I consider as the sweetest. Why? It is because they taught me to discover the reality of life, to remind myself and to learn from them. I still remember that I was a rebellious child, could not agree much with my parents. The egocentrism inside me was very thick that I could not see the world as they viewed it. But now, all of that are coming back to me to proof that experiences teach a lot.

School--- the place that I am willing to exchange anything in within my power to be there again. It is a place where friendship starts to develop, a place where we only have to study without much worries of other responsibilities. When I first started my primary school years, it was in Sekolah Rendah Kebangsaan Methodist, Perak. I was there for four years. I was one of the advanced learners who made my teacher did not know how to cater my needs especially when I was in Standard 1. I was in different level with my classmates. However, I enjoyed learning but sometimes a little bit bored to learn something I already knew. I used to asked my father why my teacher did not know what to do with me. I always thought a teacher must know everything. My father said that the teacher was not creative and too lazy. Well, I did not know what to react but I enjoyed learning with my father. He knows me well. The most unforgettable memory was when I won a competition in creating the school's logo. I was in standard three at that time and I beat all of my seniors and juniors. However, did I really win the competition? When I looked back at it I will smile. It was all my father's effort. He did help in creating and colouring the logo. I still remember I was totally disagree with his idea and everything he taught me. But then, when I went to the school with the logo in my hand, every teacher that I passed by will praise the drawing. At first, I did not think so until I was announced as the winner. Starting from that point, however disagree I was with my father I will try to keep my mouth shut. I tried to accept that I was unexperienced little girl who was very stubborn.

Then, I started to experience abdominal pain when I was in Standard 4. After that, I moved to Kedah and schooling in Sekolah Kebangsaan Telok Kechai. I met lots of friends and till now we will have a gathering once a year. Back to my health condition, it was very painful that I cannot forget about it till now. I suffered for nearly ten years before the mystery solved. I have been through my secondary years with the pain and not to forget lots of happiness. There, I met my best friends, Illyanee, Anis and Mas. We are still best friends till now and if we have the opportunity we will gather. They have helped me a lot in getting through those hard years and they are the one who give me strength when I need them. Thank you guys.. ^_^

Now, I am a teacher trainee. Well, it is hard for me to believe previously but that what I will be. It is far away from my ambition but I am grateful. I think that I am born to be a teacher. I love to teach children. Looking forward to finish my study and be a teacher. However, I keep thinking of my future. Whether I will only be a teacher for the rest of my life or should I continue my study. One thing for sure, I want to open a restaurant. hehe I just love cooking and I have been dreaming about it a lot in these two years time. Maybe it is a sign or something but I surely would love to try.

What do you guys think?